I'm lost

2010-09-12T13:31:00.001+08:00

The 8th day.
Where exactly are you?
Are you really gone from me now?
I just want to talk to you. D:

2010-08-13T19:13:00.001+08:00

How hard is it to reply a yes/no/idk even if you are really busy... Disappointed.

2010-08-12T16:09:00.002+08:00

Do you remember me? Or am I just gone like this from you?

2009-12-07T16:27:00.001+08:00

Fear.
I remembered every single thing you told me.
I never forget it before.
But what you asked me last night...
Are you planning to do it?
If yes, I really hope you could think twice.
I might wait.
But I dun dare to be so damn sure about it.
Dun you understand?
I dun want to be hurt all over again.
I'm scared to lose you.

2009-12-05T10:34:00.002+08:00

Depressed lurhs.
I regretted falling asleep last night.
And missed your phone call.
And now, it is too late.
I guess?
I cant contact you.
Urghh!
Imy. Ily.

2009-11-12T21:01:00.001+08:00

Imy badly.
There is so much things I yet to say to you.
Ahhh! D:

2009-10-13T19:36:00.002+08:00

WHOO!
Ended Biology good. :D
Going to relax now. *Yawns!*
Deeply in crave to sleep.

Ily. Imy.
Thanks for saving me out of the damn shit memory.

2009-10-12T14:46:00.001+08:00

WHOO!
1 LAST paper to go!
Cant wait.
BIOLOGY, I AM GOING TO END YOU GOOD! :D

2009-10-04T12:25:00.003+08:00

Still not mugging.
Damn it la.
Urghh.
Going to study Chinese long long phrase later on.

Went Punggol Park last night
Saw teachers from OLN.
Awww. Miss them much! D:
And I was playing hide and seek with people.
(Actually is her la. Then I use umbrella hide my face)
LOL!

Used candle to make heart shape.
Failed miserably lurhs.

See. Failed miserably lurhs...
Sadded.
After taking this random pictures,
Serene and I started campfire there.
LOL.
Starting singing campfire song.
How random! Fun though.

2009-10-02T17:56:00.002+08:00

IRRITATED.
I have never seen such a person like you can.
SELFISH la.
You think only you stress merhs?
You think I not stress for EOY merhs?
So fucking fierce for what?
NB.
Please la.
With your current subject combo,
Close one eye also can pass la.
You wan come try mine then talk or not?
==
RUBBISH.

And as for you.
Stop walking past me in school la.
I am like trying to hide away from you.
==
Just stand like 10000000000000000000000 km away from me for time being
Really dun wan to see your face.

FUCK! _l_.
Annoyed. Urghh! ==

2009-09-29T17:54:00.002+08:00

Spiritually. Emotionally. Mentally.
HURT.
How do you expect me to accept all these stuff in such short time?
Selfish jerk.
When I am totally engrossed that time,
You told me it was a lie.
That is one HURTFUL move in case you dunno.
What the fuck.
Got to cry in school.
Really break down le.
I cannot take it anymore
I am arguing with people for no reason, crying for no reason.
I bet you dk this.
But I fell for you more than my 6 month crush.
And you say you are nothing to me?
You sure?
Totally crushed lurhs.
I am forever transparent in your eyes,
Cause what you ever can see...
Is just her.
==.
FUCK.

2009-09-26T10:04:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah!
Blogger is back to normal.
WHOO! *Cheers!*

EOY coming.
Mugging plan is still not working.
D:

The textbook I remember opening to study for EOY so far is...
-Social Studies
-Biology
Thats it.
==

I should seriously start mugging.
With my results,
I still think pigs can achieve better.

2009-09-13T13:40:00.000+08:00

Blogger is damn screwed up.
Till now...
*sigh!*

Haven start on homework.
So dead tomorrow.
x.x

2009-08-24T21:00:00.000+08:00

Okay,
Annoyed with damn blogger.
It is still so screwed up.
Getting more and more screwed per day
Sigh!

Depressed.
Got back SS and Pure Lit results today.
SS-A2
Pure Lit-B4. 1 more mark to B3 lurhs.
SADDED! D:

2009-08-18T21:30:00.000+08:00

TRAUMATIZE.
Badly traumatize.
Things are definitely NOT going smoothly the way I expect it to be.
This is kinda disturbing and stressful.

Everything that I expect things to happen.
It turn out to be the negative way.
Im just getting myself hurt.
Why should I be the victim lurhs?

1 time bad enough.
But Thrice.
What rubbish! _l_

Im ending it here.
I totally had enough.
Im really damn stressed out bout something
So Im sorry for showing you attitude.
Life seriously is horrible for me nowadays.
And apparently,
No one can spare me their listening ears.
So,
I shall just bottle everything in my heart, and let my wound get cut deeper
And feel the pain alone.
Face it alone!

P.S--- BLOGGER IS STILL SCREWED UP! Urghhh!

2009-08-12T16:02:00.000+08:00

AHHHH!
Din bring home bio tb.
Study wad for CT3 sia.
Hmmm....

2009-08-11T16:23:00.000+08:00

Sorry people.
If I flared up at you suddenly,
For no reason,
Kindly excuse me..
I'm not in a good mood.
And I sincerely apologize.. D:

2009-08-08T09:51:00.000+08:00

Long time never post.
Jaime was complaining apparently.
Sorry lurhs, Jaime
My blogger is damn ****ed up la.
Its so screw...

Stress recently.
And I think Im giving up on studying for CTs and EOY.
Im going to cut short...
I might as well study for O level.
Anyway, all this still be included in Os.

Flunked AMATHS once again.
8/40.
Only did question 4.

Game Over.
Im ending the pain right here! :D

2009-08-02T11:21:00.000+08:00

Apparently,
My blogger for my blog is still damn screwed up.
Damn blogger la.
-.-

Sigh.
I have had enough of everything already.
Enough stress and everything.
Sick and tired of this world.

My life is totally facing the downhill turn now.
Nothing I can do.
All I could do now,
Is to see my life going downwards.
Been screwed.

我最后才了解
生活並不是我想象的那麼簡單
我真好累﹐得好累
我好想放棄
卻不能

我只不過要一個回復
有那麼的難嗎

Ahhh.
Life is damn stress...

P.s - Will still try to upload the pics on ANCO blog.
Blogger dun cooperate. Not my fault! :D

2009-07-28T13:55:00.000+08:00

Ahhh.
Damn it..
Super weak...
My energy in me is depleting damn fast.
If I return school,
People, I have a favour from your guys...
Take care of me ya?
I cant even walk straight now... D:

2009-07-27T18:22:00.000+08:00

BACK.
Apparently blogger seems to be getting a little better.
But still my icons are not there..
So that means I cannot upload pics...
Ahhh! D:

2009-07-25T10:41:00.001+08:00

Apparently, my blogger is screwed up..
The bloody box looks weirddd... X.X

It has been 1 week.
Im tired of it.
Im letting go now.
Bye!

2009-07-15T11:36:00.001+08:00

No school for me today.
Damn tired lurhs..
*Yawns!*
Bet Shreya is bored in school.
Muahaha.

Ate meddie about an hour ago.
Damn freaking drowsy.
2 meddie that causes drowsiness.
Urghh!
And 1 logenza(however you spell it)
It tasted like orange strepsils. :D

2009-07-11T21:03:00.001+08:00

Lunched with ma,am Amanda yesterday.
Had a good time...
Do loads of funny stuff..HAHAHA!
:D

Went on a study date with Shreya.
HAHAHA!
Fun lerhs.
Study maths.
Stupid maths la.
All sec 2 stuff,
Which I forgot.. ==

2009-07-06T13:54:00.002+08:00

I can feel the bitterness and sourness in my heart.
But just give me time, my frens...
Dun bother asking why...
Just give me time...

I'm healing a wound...
Time will heal it too! :D
If tomorrow, I am not really in the mood,
Im terribly sorry! D:

2009-07-05T13:37:00.001+08:00

It's the end.
It's all over.
I'm tired.
I think I am letting go now.
Though deeply,
IHY.

2009-07-04T12:13:00.000+08:00

BORED to the MAX sia.
RUBBISH.
Ahhhh!

Im officially going to announce
I am going to drop AMATHS at the end of the year.
WHOOOOO!!!!!
Damn happy about it..

Off to facebooking...
:D

2009-07-02T20:55:00.002+08:00

STRESS.STRESS.STRESS.
Combined Geography is not a NICE subject.
Hate it to the MAX sia...
RUBBISH la.
The Geog homework thing dosent make any sense...
And trust me,
You dun even know where to start.
I'm lost in the cold cold world of Geography.
Ahhh!!!!!!!!!

Pissed lurhs.
Can anyone give me ideas about sustainable management???
This is the _______ that caused me to be so damn stress!!!!
Sobs! X.X
Brain cells,
Im sorry to kill you. Sorry! X.X

2009-06-29T21:34:00.001+08:00

Ahhh!
Back to school.
Depressing much!D:

Changed the timetable.
Hate it MORE than the previous one..
I want the previous one back.
Changed to all weird kinds of teacher.
I DUN LIKE!

I dun think anyone get the Geog.
Which I clearly have no idea do I even have the paper....
Screwed la...
_l_
Hate geog loads.

Maths: Learning about CIRCLES
Kinda get it.
But was a little at sleeping mode though...
Cant help it.
KPO marhhs.

Yawns.
I wan go sleep soon le...
WHOO! :D

2009-06-21T23:13:00.002+08:00

Yawns.
Ahhh, I really wish to sleep,
But I cant.
Haven finish uploading ALL pics yet...

This is the consequences to face when you take too much picture in a day.
Just alone me and Shreya....
More than 10...
Plus Vanesia they all take one,
More than 5....

Today took pictures like FREE.
Though out of it,
Most is unglam to the MAX.

Went Singma today though...
The teams banging is SUPER.
Loves their banging.

Kena sabo-ed by Vanesia.
Dared her.
She told something which is wrong...
And end up had a fall.
LOL...

Cancelled ANCO gathering due to H1N1.
Ahhh!
Seems like got to postpone liao...

Lets go to sleep.
*YAWNS!*

2009-06-18T15:27:00.002+08:00

Urghh.
Wasnt feeling well this morning.
Kinda feeling better now.

Early morning,
Kena freaked out.
Wake up got damn sore throat.
Went to the washroom and cough,
Got blood.
WHOA.
X.X

And no,
Its not H1N1...
Last night had a tough night lurhs.
Nose and throat damn itchy.
Worst part: I cant scratch it la.
WTH. Urghh.

Anyway,
Glad that was over.
Yawns!
Sleepyyy~~~
And I made a retarded mistake today. -.-

2009-06-16T12:19:00.003+08:00

Ahh. I'm addicted to this computer.
I'm too lazy to step out of my house.
Lazyyy! ~

I'm trapped in reality.
And I seriously hate this feeling.
Thanks for making my life so damn screwed, basket!
I've been paranoid recently.
Terribly sorry. D:
I just need to rest.

And screw homework to the max!
100 over questions for Lit.
And I haven even touch.
SJ took half of my holiday? Ok, maybe less?
But I din really do anything much yet.
Not a single homework done la.
So saddening lurhs... D:
I dun wan school to reopen.

I'm lost.
But I'm trying my best to slowly let go....
And find my directory,
Which apparently,
I cant find it! -.-

2009-06-16T10:38:00.002+08:00

ANCO blog is finally done!
Whoo.
Spent my midnight like this last night.
:D

Now trying to edit here and there...
Hmmm, going out today.
WHOO!
I cant wait for tomorrow and Fri lurhs.
One is going out with serene and vanesia.
The other one is all the J.. LOL..
And Juxin...
KEXIN new English J name.
Though it sounds like pig's heart.

2009-06-15T13:06:00.003+08:00

Shreya, thanks for trying to cheer me up all this while.
I guess I am really kind of contented to have such a friend like you.

I am really hurt this time.
I dun want to be living in this state anymore.
I just turn to be someone I dun even know already.
Why do you have to screw my life like this?
_l_

The cries in the night.
The thoughts of you.
Have you ever bother?

In depression,
And do you even care?
Why bother making yourself so tired lurhs.
I really wonder why.
I'm confused.
Lost.
Depressed.

And apparently,
I've learnt that by hanging in there,
Arent bringing me nowhere.
Just stop hiding me in the dark.
I rather know the truth now lurhs!
Anyway,
Truth meant to be hurtful.

2009-06-14T20:51:00.002+08:00

WHOO!
Serene is finally back from Malaysia.
Damn boredddd lurhs..
Kena spammed by Vanesia on facebook.
15 emails everytime I login..
Kinda worried to login to MSN now..
Will have that 15 unread messages popping out.

Mum is telling me that I cant pierce my ears due to SJ.
Erm, damn wth?
I can la, just put plaster, and like anyone will see it.
-.-

Tutor made me write a compo.
Ahhhh. Nearly killed all my brain cells.
Holiday mode= Vacation for my dear brain cells.
And he gave me homework for EMATHS
[It is only EMATHS, haven talk about AMATHS yet]
From, page 1 - 173
OMG! I haven been doing,
I will take like years to complete it, I guess?

I seriously miss ANCO.
The planning of the gathering is halfway there.

Ohhh, there is a huge question mark floating above my head.
Can someone please get rid of it,
Or kill it...
It is kinda annoying....
Idk, things just dun feel right...
I just think it might be good for me to..... you know....
*Sigh!*
Shreya, I will heed your advice for time being,
Just keep hanging in there! :D

2009-06-13T11:10:00.001+08:00

I've recovered!
Thanks flu meddie.
Take that, stupid flu bugs!

Ouch!
Now my nose hurts!
Urghhh!
Yawns!
Damn freaking sleepyyyy.

Currently bugging Shreya on MSN.
I think she is going physco soon.
Helping her destress!
So nice,right?

2009-06-12T21:32:00.002+08:00

I'm pissed.
The flu bug attacks!
It attacked me with a gang of them before camp,
After camp, again it strikes.

To flu bug:
Ehhh, I know you love me la.. But I dun like you, can you like just get lost and disappear, if not you leave me no choice, but to eat flu meddie to kill you.

Urghh.
I sneeze till my eyes hurts!
That is how serious it is.
Damn tireddd..

Had to rush to school today.
Got meeting, and I was like informed suddenly.
Shocking...
Ahhh!
Mostly done.
In charge of massing, and had to do minutes of meeting.
And more proposals ahead.

I'm tired...
The unspoken words again.
Clueless.
Blur to the max sia...
Hello, directory...
You might want to do your work by leading me. -.-

I just cant wait to sleep.
Damn freaking sleepyyyyyyyy.

2009-06-08T19:56:00.002+08:00

I've survived ANCO camp.
WHOO!
I feel strained and burned out.
I have got a ridiculous request,
And I know I wont get what I want.
I want to apply 10 bottles on all my strain part.
My strain is so bad at my calves.
That....
There is cramp at the bottom of my feet.
See.
So serious.
Shall talk about ANCO.

DAY 1:
Check in.
Run!!!!
Run here, there, everywhere.
Dorm: Girls 1 BIG dorm. (actually 2 classrooms)
Well, can sleep good enough.
Got some game
That requires loads of running
Run a lot, and Eat a lot.
Nearly died finishing the food.
Sorry! I din finish ALL my food.
Theory exam. Never study.
Idk a lot? I guess.
MOI next.
Its kinda screwed.
And they are pure evil (somehow la)
Supper: Barley Seeds....... X.X
Slept with Serene, Shreya, Vanesia.

DAY 2:
Woke up.
Serene was freaking retarded.
She woke up and then she was like 5.30 liao.
Then, she went back to sleep.
HAHAHA!
Wth sia.
Hiking...
Walk so much.
Legs got loads of blister...
Urghhh.
Yawns.
Campfire.
Serene acts like ma,am Amanda,
O.O
And had to embarrass myself sia.
):
Heck care.
Slept.....................
With vanesia...
And had a cycle of nightmare.
I promise it was a CYCLE.
It kept repeating and it feels so damn real.

DAY 3:
Clean clean clean.........
Damn dirty sia...
Camp reflection or smth liddat.
Went to pass seren's mum her bag.
SERENE, YOU OWE ME AND SHREYA FOR THAT.
ITS HEAVY OK?
Kidding.

Overall,
Quite fun la.
Not strict I think.
A little like fun camp.
Quite slack.

But I'm tired.
Yet contented.
Sleepyyyyy...
I think I shall sleep early tonight.

2009-06-04T14:25:00.003+08:00

Today was so NOT my day.
And it is so damn true.
Go to Maths lesson.
EARLY in the MORNING.
Urghhh.
Gotta drag myself out of bed.

Went school.
Learnt log.
AMATHS. -.-

Then, was standing at foyer,
Panicking!
No one pack first-aid kit with me.
Good thing, Celeste can make it.
Thanks, Celeste.

And was irritated by some bastard.
Cant he see I using phone?
Scold also must see timing one la,
Goodness sake.
Please, have some manners before even come scold me.
Never learn before people using phone dun interupt?
Need me teach?-.-
Then dun wan waste time on that.
Got better things to do.
Somemore insulted me. Ok, not only me.
_l_...

Back home.
Damn sleepyyy.
Ok, I've to admit I am too sleepyyyy recently.
I have been having tough nights.
And my sleep has been disturbed.
And I dun like that.
YAWNS!

A clueless mystery.
No words, No action, Nothing.
Does listening to what I think helps?
This is going to be an endless mystery soon.

A quote.
Lead me to this far.
Din expect it though.

And I have to admit,
I do love to eat pokey.
AND IN THE RIGHT SENSE.
HAHA! Shreya! (:

AND I SERIOUSLY THINK......

NAMETAG is a waste of time, money and effort.
Waste $$ just for my name...
Waste more $$ when I dun bring...
Waste time to pin up,
When I can use it for something else.
Waste my effort to pin,
Which I can use it for something else too.
What is nametag for?
Just to see my name. -.-
For one name, make me waste TME.
So in conclusion....
NAMETAG IS RUBBISH. Thats what I think.

Only thing that kinda cheer me up....
2 more days to ANCO.
Start faster, means the faster I can get over with it.

2009-06-03T22:40:00.003+08:00

Bad headache.
Screw the headache bug la.
Come find me.
You fren of flu bug right?
Thats why come haunt me after flu bugg.
GAD la.

I'm getting a little tired.
Tired of practically everything.
First, the bug is coming to find me.
Dun try bug, I dun like you.
So just go away.
SHOO SHOO!

2nd,
There is lesson tmr [MATHS]
Sian...
I dun wan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Still must stayy back to pack first aid kit.
Sigh! ):

MOI has comes to an end.
Less stress.
Ahhhh~
I need a break before ANCO.
If not, I might just break down.

Yawns.
Sleepyyyyyyyyy.

Ok, maybe I should her advice.
Should not just take things too seriously.
Because I might get hurt even more at the end.
Well,
Kinda will lose out.
Hmmmm....

Will someone tell me what to do?
I have had it being in a cycle,
Lost with no directions.
Just lead me someone.
Tell me exactly what I should do.
Apparently,
Doing nothing, and talking abt it.
Talking abt hopes or miracles,
Arent leading me no where.
I'm tired.
I'm lost.
Guide me someone.
A request.
I dun wan to be the victim no more.
I've had enough of being fooled.
I starting to feel like a fool.
Should I or should I not?
That is a deep, good question,
With answer that no one knows.
*SCREAMS!*

A question with no answer.
A mystery that has no clues.
The words that are unspoken.
The actions that are not acted out.

2009-06-02T21:08:00.002+08:00

MOI is finally less killer.
I've done my part.
And I'm done with it.
Now it is the rest.
Ahhh~ Time to rest.

Brain dead.

Urghh.
Tutor nagged today.
" I dun think this is your standard for AMATHS"

My reply, which I din say.

" Dude, I arent one who is born good in AMATHS. And frankly speaking, Mr Phua teach, how listen? He teach, everyone take bag, put on table, and SLEEP TIME! whoohoo! and Every lesson is like recess la. Aiyoh. "

And bad news all,
Mr Phua is back.
Coming soon.
July in 3H.
*SCREAMS!*

When I heard that news from Mrs Soh during PTM,
I nearly cried in front of my mother.
I showed that grumpy attitude face.
We kinda celebrated for no reason.
Every person in my class is a member of KPO!
KPO has a BIG meaning behind it.
Dun see it as just a word with 3 letters.

ANCO in 4 days time.
Damn sleepyyyy.
I am planning to be a panda and go there.
After that,
Its sports camp.
Whoo. Can considered a 5 days camp alr. (:

2009-06-01T23:15:00.002+08:00

MOI is driving me nuts.
Dun believe?
See now what time?
Still doing MOI,
Depressing right??

I finish my part of MOI.
Manpower part.
Now it is up to the rest.
I have great faith for people in Leo.

Jocelyn is annoyed with the flu bug.
My nose feels like running tap.
It ons when it feels like it.
And off when it feels like it too.
):
-.-
Stupid flu buggg.
GET LOST LA.
I WAN GO ANCO ONE.
DUN HAI ME CANNOT GO ANCO.
If I cannot go ANCO because of stupid flu bug.
I will kill the flu bug...
Erm, maybe eating some antibiotics or whatever?

2009-05-31T19:56:00.001+08:00

MOI discussion can consider quite a success.
Except a bit here and there,
Learn to communicate more with them.
Still got a long wayy to go.
Urghh!
Cant wait for camp to end.

All the best to the whole of LEO.
Ohh, anyone got good suggestion where to buy white whistle?

2009-05-31T12:43:00.000+08:00

Down with flu):
Still gotta go down to Plaza Singapura
For MOI discussion.
Well,
Hope we are able to complete by today??
So that we can no need to meet up again.
WHOOHOO! (:
All e best to us! (:

2009-05-29T12:27:00.001+08:00

Sigh!
Today does not seem to be a good day for all, I guess?
Serene, Cheer up lurhs.
Its ok one la...
(: ( smile? )

PTM today.
I'm going to school like at 3 plus.
Long way to go.
Sian.
Nothing to entertain me.
Apparently,
My Sims hang when I tried to play.
):

2009-05-27T19:28:00.001+08:00

MOI is killing me.
AHHHH!
Stress!
Alright,
I wan to do it fast,
And get over with it!
Jiayous! (:

2009-05-24T18:15:00.000+08:00

333th post...

Damn pissed and fed up.
They want to play with me ignore game sibo?
Fine la.
I play along.
See how good are they at that game.
_l_

2009-05-24T15:07:00.002+08:00

ANCO Theory Course was okay la.
Except need to do lots of running.
Like training for marathon like that.
Ahhhh!
My hands are damn jelly today,
Idk whyy...
My legs are ok la. Use to it alr.
Damn freakingg tired.
I wan sleep!!!

Loads of things to do.
Seems like a long time.
But time flies lurhs.

Saw banana thief and a mango.
Ohhh, not forgetting chocolate and idk...
I memorized 75% of people in my team le...
Yayyy!
(:

Cant wait for the camp, though I wan to kena something

2009-05-21T17:41:00.001+08:00

Going to be busy gaming recently.
Think going to stop coming blogger longgg time.

Hmmm, MYE results was shit.
1B, the rest is C.
0 A paper.

SCREAM
I failed AMATHS again...

2009-05-20T20:38:00.002+08:00

Ahhh.
MYE results are shocking...
Tomorrow will receive ALL papers.
X.X
Might die of shock.

Actually, the MYE paper was seriously hardd.
Trust me.
It is so 'O' s standard.

Harddd.
Failed chemistry.
Such a sad story):
Aiyah, can expect one la.
Killer paper ma.

The list of how killer the paper is TO ME
1.AMATHS
2.EMATHS PAPER 2
3.GEOGRAPHY
4.CHEMISTRY
5.BIOLOGY
6.ENGLISH
7.SOCIAL STUDIES
8.CHINESE
9.PURE LITERATURE

Congrats AMATHS, for being the top most killer paper.
It killed 99.99% of my brain cells.
-.-

2009-05-16T09:01:00.003+08:00

AMATHS was the most killer paper.
99.99% of my brain cell is killed. ):
Urghh.
Still got one more paper to o...
Biology.
Sigh!

Went HQ with vanesia and serene
Bought some stuff.
Went PS.
It is a kind of regret to go.
Kena insulted la.
So damn not worth it,
_l_

off to rot~

2009-05-13T21:19:00.002+08:00

Geography is a killer.
Paper is the monster.

Literature is a kind of torture,
Cause have to write a lot.
7 pages plus in 2hours aand 15 mins.
I broke my record.(:

Tomorrow is 2 more killer paper.
Chemistry and Emaths Paper 2.
Apparently,
Someone dun think I can do it.
-.-

I'm so mugging..
Urghh.
My eyes hurts..
Cant wait for MYE to end.

And I HAVE A GREAT NEWS!
I forgot to bring home my TB for chem.
Apparently, I'm studying the guidebook.
_l_
Sorry. telling a story.
(:

2009-05-11T11:46:00.002+08:00

Seriously pissed off.
Can you imagine when you are on phone with your fren,
And someone left you 8 missed calls.
Irritating right?

Damn annoyed la.
What exactly is wrong with the world.
Urghh.
Why is everyone going against me?
It is pissing enough when people are annoying me,
And now,
Everything is going the opposition of what I had expected.
_l_

2009-05-10T14:17:00.001+08:00

I just cant mug today.
Urghh.
Pissed with damn geog.

Depressed D:
Seperation brings already.
Now the gap between us is getting bigger and bigger.
We are quite drifted apart now.
D:

Oh well,
Off to "mug"
-.-

2009-05-08T20:25:00.002+08:00

Today was a break for me.
Went out to "mug" with serene.
Bought gift.
At Plaza Sing.
Hmmm.
Went back to Hougang Mall.
And eat MACS fries. :D

Ohhh.
Saw juniors.
Told us a plan.

Pissed serene off in library.
Took unglam shots of her.
Want to upload here.
But I think she will scream!
So.....
Nevermind.
Next time then. (:

2009-05-08T09:14:00.002+08:00

SS and EMATHS paper 1 yesterday.
SS was ok,
Though I have no idea what I'm writing.
EMATHS was average la.
But some question quite common sense.
But...
Dun think I did correctly.
Hmmm.
Geog next.
WHOOHOO!
Today is a day for me have a break.
So no mugging today,
Shall mug starting tmr.

Hmmm,
The person seems to call all my close frens,
Except me and some...
HAHAHAH!
And serene,
Dun try threaten me sia...
*SOBS!*
You bully me, I slap you!
Muahahahaha~

2009-05-06T14:56:00.002+08:00

Chinese today.
2 down.
WHOOHOO.

Letter writing:
Okayys la.
I nearly forgot my format.
Luckily though...
It was something abt complaining students go something like PC bunk play after school.
I wrote this instead of informal.
Reason: I forgot how write informal

Compo:
Chose to do about economic downturn.
And talk abt how my family survive thru this obstacle and my feeling.
Hmmm.

Paper:
Quite easy at the start
Compre was average la.
Not so bad...

SS and EMATHS tmr.
SUCKS.
Off to make fren with my SS and Emaths book.
Urghh.....

2009-05-05T17:55:00.002+08:00

English paper today.
Hmmm,
Was not so easy,
Neither was it that hard.

Letter writing.
Something about being invited to some damn good school.
And I am a top notch swimmer?
Aiyah, something liddat la.

Compo.
Question I did: Describe a time when the person you have always been looking down on, and how you end up changing your view towards him/her.
Something liddat.
That is the summary of what the question is about.

Comprehension.
Bushfires. -.-
Seriously, I dun get a thing.
Though I tried my best lurhs.
Summary makes more sense that my answer for compre.
Hmmm, Just hope I can do well.

Chinese tomorrow.
Not really very worried.
I'm mugging for SS like now.
Im going to complete SS- chapter 2 by today.
If not, by tomorrow.
I'm 1 subject ahead.
WHOOHOO!(:

Off to mug.

2009-05-04T16:19:00.002+08:00

MUGGING.
Tomorrow is English.
Time to work hard and...
Will playhard after MYE.

I'm still cureently ill.
WTF sia~
3rd week le.-.-
Nose just keep blocking my air passage.
ESAD seriously.
Annoyed with my health.
Just hope I can recover faster.
So I wont be really sick.
ANCO coming.
Got a list of schedule ahead.

Anyway,
Congrats dearest Celeste,
You have done it.
*claps!*
President of SJC SJAB 2009.
WHOOHOO!
Jia Lin and Mindi, grats too.
Hope we can work together, hand in hand, to bring SJC SJ to a better standard.
Hwee Yee, Racheal,Janet,Uvaasree,Jaime: CONGRATS!!!
Well, dun be too upset la,serene...
Its okayys de.
You are still a senior.
The job for all are the same.

2009-05-03T15:42:00.002+08:00

Ill-ed
A battle for me to fight against the virus in me.
Anyway
Guess what?
I have done it!
I've overcome my lazy mindset
And completed English and Chinese!
WHOOHOO!
I'm going to mug for Geography either today or tomorrow.
I'm going to do it!
Wish me all the best though.

2009-05-02T16:49:00.003+08:00

Just a random post to kill my boredom.
I want to tell you I love you.
I want to let you know how much I miss you.
You are like the song that is playing my head.
And it seems like I am unable forget every single conversation we ever had.
Would you accept if I were to tell you the truth?
Will it stop me from thinking more?
All I know, deep down in my heart is...
I LOVE YOU.
Why am I missing you so much?
Will you be at my side.
Stay by me?
HAHAHA! such a random post.

Well, at least I arent that bored now.
*Yawns! Off to sleep!*

2009-05-02T12:08:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry, yeah?
I'm sorry that my blog is laggy.
I cant do anything about it.
Well, because I have no idea what is the problem that cause it to lag.
And best part: my whole com is lagging. -.-

I am going to overcome my lazy mindset.
And start studying.
Hope it works.
Wish me all the best overcoming.

Anyway,
Troubled.
My heart seems to be lost.
I have no direction to what I am thinking.
I miss you, seriously.
It is so near yet so far.
I wish I could tell you how I feel.
But I am unable.
I just do not have that courage to tell you.
I wish I could have the courage to tell you that.....
ILY.
HAHAHA!

THANKS SHREYA!!!!!!!!
You seriously cheered me up with your experience.
:D

2009-05-01T09:16:00.001+08:00

My mugging plans have failed miserably.
I still haven mugD:
I seriously, just cant focus to mug.
Damn pissed off.
Urghh.

I miss you though.
HAHAHA! :D

2009-04-30T14:38:00.001+08:00

*Yawns!*
I'm going to officially start mugging.
Soon, but not now.
Few more hours and mins to go.
After I wake up from my nap then say.
Well, off to my bed.

2009-04-28T15:26:00.002+08:00

MYE coming.
Exactly 1 week.
Urghh!
I have not done any revision.
Okayys, maybe some.
But I tried hard everytime,
But I wouldnt succeed.
I end up sleeping la.
Urghh.
MYE is going to be a war between me and itself.
MYE has screwed my life.
I'm so going to get it out of my head once it ended.

And well,
Its also proven that Shreya is still spastic.
WAHAHAHA!
Fell asleep during CD.
Told ya, I just cannot stay awake.
Not my fault lurhs.
But I'm still a good girl.
Apparently I got caught.
But sat up straight thruout.
KEXIN, GRATS FOR BECOMING COUNCILORS.
*CLAPS!*

2009-04-27T18:46:00.002+08:00

It is hard to study.
And indeed, its proven! :D
I tried 2 days...
Studying like a nerd.
But when I study,
This is the ending result...
I end up sleeping la.
Damn unglamly somemore.
It wasnt my fault.
Its just that the books seems to be cursed.
The moment I open it, read few sentences,
And tadaa~~~~
I am there sleeping like nobody's business.
My leg is somemore half dangling in the mid air. -.-
Now, you got why I say its unglam?

Cant help it la.
Tomorrow probably out to buy some stuff at compass.
*Yawns!*
I'm probably going to sleep. :D
CYA

2009-04-27T16:03:00.001+08:00

Most embarassed moments of my life.D:
Clue: one that shows, it remembers in the life forever. Bloody.
So paisehh.
Damn freaking paisehh.
Rushed home because of this la. -.-

2009-04-26T16:43:00.000+08:00

Guess what.
It is really hard to study.
I went to read up Bio just now.
And I've done only less than a chapter.
And...........
I fell asleep,
And slept for probably 4 hours.
*Yawns!*

2009-04-26T11:46:00.000+08:00

DepressedD:
Got to start being a nerd again.
Well,
This is the only method to do well for MYE.
Sigh!
Off to crawl on my books. :D

2009-04-25T17:46:00.001+08:00

Still illed.
Screw la!
1 week alr.
WTF!
Anyway, din go for 2.4 today,
Roro kena pangsehh-ed
D:

Serene, dun too sad lurhs
16 mins.
Run faster next time lor..

2009-04-23T21:57:00.001+08:00

Recovering...
But still bit sick.
I'm afraid I cant run my 2.4
Argh! heck!
I'm going to run no matter what.
Til I really cannot take it.

Sigh!
Tomorrow going compass buying foolscape.
Today she depressed lurhs.
Cant go PP,
Some people end early today,
Haha!
Well, off to my bed.

2009-04-22T18:11:00.002+08:00

Home.
Was forced by mummy to go PP
She wants to explore some school...
And she kept emphasizing she going SAJC on dunno which date.
Hmm. I wonder why.

I'm currently still ill.
And I ran out of medicine.
D:

Tired.
MYE coming.
Screw it!
I still hate it!
It is ruining my life.

Oh yeah!
CA1.
*claps!*
Improve.
5%...
WHOOHOO!
Still failed Amaths.

ENGLISH: 59(damn! 1 more mark to B)
EMATHS: 61(whoohoo! from E to B)
AMATHS: 25(who cares! giving up alr la.)
CHINESE:65( I'm still aiming for my A)
BIO/CHEM: 58 ( damn la! 2 more marks)
GEOG/SS: 63 ( from D to B)
LITERATURE: 63(Claps! maintain my B)

2009-04-20T19:15:00.001+08:00

Ill-ed D:
Still having difficult breathing after eating the med.
Well, hope tmr would be better than today lurhs.

Happy lurhs.
Serene finally got approval to ANCO.
WHOOHOO~~~
It wasnt easy.
Trust me!

Passed EMATHS test.
YAY!
Got that B there, satisfied.
Well, is better than getting an E.
:D

BYEEEEEE!

2009-04-19T10:20:00.002+08:00

Sick D:
Flu and kind of have difficult breathing.
Damn.
Mum say if I dun take care,
No ANCO for me.
I wont let her do that, dude.

Hoping Serene can persuade her parents.
Jiayous Serene! :D
Dun cry! smiles :D

I still haven touch my homework.
But I promise I'm going to do them all.
Its a MUST!

2009-04-18T16:26:00.001+08:00

Chinese Oral today.
The teacher stopped me....
D:
She say stop.
Den say I say too fast, must have rhythem, dunno wad.
I seriously dun think I'm reading too fast.
Cause that is the normal speed I read la.
Aiyah, who cares!

My convo loads of stuff I wan to say,
She cut me, ONCE AGAIN.

My house is facing global warming.
Damn freaking hot.
D:

2009-04-17T20:16:00.002+08:00

Legs are still aching.
I've learnt a lesson today.
Taking over is definitely as fun as we thought.
It was just not easy to give out order,
And controlling.

But we will get them to have dicipline.
We, the sec 3s will try our best to raise the standard.
This is kind of like a promise to dearest sec 4.
Aww.
They are passing out soon.
Gonna missed them like hell.
I've promised them that I will go HUG them on Tuesday.
Its a deal! :D

ANCO coming soon.
Heard its like 23rd May or something liddat.
Oh.
FINALLY,
I'm promoted!
WHOOHOO~
SGT.... :D

2009-04-16T19:22:00.002+08:00

From MUMMY SERENE!
MWAHAHAHA!

1. How old will you turn in 2009?
15.

2. Would you rather love one person or have many relationships?
Love. I arent that kind of flirt, pal.

3. Would you date someone 8 years older than you?
No. I will probably end up calling him ah gong.

4. When was the last time you laughed?
Today, in school. Laughing like mad. Cause me and Shreya have a TOUGH walking down the stairs

5. What were you doing at 4am this morning?
Sleeping and dreaming. If not what? Study ar?

6. What's your relationship with the last person you texted?
My good fren=spastic classmate/schoolmate and batchmate = SHREYA

7. What did you do today?
Nothing! :D

8. Who do you really want to see now?
I've 2 people in my mind, go guess who lor.

9. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
I cannot predict the future la, dude!

10. Who's your last missed call?
Shreya

11. What's something you really want now?
To see my so called mummy to marry my so called daddy, and that 2 person, duh.

12.What was your first thought when you woke up this morning?
Ouch. my legs hurt!

13. Would you go back in time if you had a chance?
yeah.

14. What's something you need to go shopping for?
Clothes,shorts, and my tie from Bugis!!!!

15. Do you want kids?
See first. But not for now. I've bad dream about it. Though I love playing with one. haha! :D

16. Are you in love with anyone?
Whyy should I tell you?

17. How's your heart lately?
Beating la.

31. Do you think you are a good person?
YES. I think I'm damn good!

32. The first contact in your phone?
Go take my phone and see lor.

33. The sweetest person in your life?
Go find out yourself.

34. The closest Female to you now?
A list of it...

35. The person you're chatting with now?
Spastic shreya

36. The languages you are able to speak?
English, Chinese. thats all I guess? Too lazy to learn la. Does command counted as part of Malay??

37. The last person whom you screwed?
SERENE! I went around calling her MUMMY~ that somehow drive her NUTS:D

38. One word about your life now.
PATHETIC

39. Where do you wish to work?
Anywhere!I want earn $$

40. What are you specially good at?
Sleep.

41. Would you date someone younger than you?
Nope.

42. Who are you to yourself?
Jocelyn.

43. Do you forgive people easily?
Ehhh, actually yes. My anger on someone wont last long. sadly.

44. Which girl is precious to you now?
Too many darlinqs around me alr la.

45. Your Dressing Style now?
You go stalk me den you will know liao lor.

46. How are you different from other girls?
No matter what, I'm still Jocelyn? -.-

47. The bad point in yourself?
IDK.

48. The last contact in your phone?
4D-wed. LOL. so not my contact. That just happens to be there.

49. Your favourite song?
So many. You wan me list here for you merhs?

50. The two hated contacts in your phone?
Dun be so KPO la, unless your middle name is KPO.

51. Learn one language in 10 days?
Sure. But must be easy one hor. My mind can only rmb easy stuff.

52. One gorgeous girl you come across?
You go my school and find out yourself.

53. Who's your biggest enemy?
I'm too guaii and nice. And I wouldnt even want to have an enermy at all.

54. Which gang do you support?
nope.

55. What do you think about gangsters?
IDC la. -.-... It does not relate to me at all

56. Proper age to join in a gang?
Still not relating to me!

57. Do you have any blogspot?
This is such a dumb question! If I dun have, explain what did I just login to do this.

58. Do you like people who smoke?
No comment.

59. What do you think about modelling?
Depends la. If is like the Assembly one, forget it. They just arent that professional.

60. Given a chance, would you like to be a model?
Nope. I want to sit down and shake legs only.

61. Whose approval do you usually seek of?
Mum? And myself.

62. What do you wish to be in the future?
Rich person! sit at home and shake legs.

63.Who is ur fav actor or actress?
...

Tag 4 person to do the quiz
Wan Cheng
KEXIN
Pei Ming
Whoever want to do this?

2009-04-16T19:14:00.002+08:00

I just learnt a lesson with Shreya.
PFT does injured your legs like hell.
I've got strained all over my body.
I cant laugh. Cant sit down fast and...
Definitely not stand fast.
Hard time getting down stairs.
Thanks to the strain.
*OUCH!*
I'm so going to get someone to help me tmr.

Tmr is promotion!
WHOOHOO!
:D
Hope tmr have SGT rank available.
Die die I will rush to HQ to buy it.
No matter what it takes.
But I might have a tough time marching.
D:
Wish me all the best~

I've set a goal.
I'm going to run and complete my 2.4 in 10 mins.
Worst: 13 mins.
I'm probably going to sprint.
:D

2009-04-15T21:38:00.003+08:00

Okayys.
I admit.
I kind of start to hate AMATHS to the max.
It seriously sucks to the max.

Guess wad?
My class = 1 person pass Amaths for CT2
And that is RORO.
ANd you know wad,
52 for Amaths, is my class highest.
BRAVO! :D
And I scored "excellent"
9/40
I'm seriously starting to get pissed off with stupid AMATHS.
I've no talent in that can.
" IS NOT THAT YOU CANT DO MATHS, ITS JUST THAT YR ATTUTUDE."
This is from Mr Phua.
Reply from me: dude. Its not my attitude that sucks, its that I just arent the type that is for Maths. I just can't do Maths la. Admit it. Just admit before you vomit blood, pal. 11/40 was bad enough, and now got a damn 9/40.
-.-

The rest are ok.
Just AMATHS.
Screw it!
"Your class is having a difficult time handling homework"
Ans: well durhs. I arent that free. I'm stressing out, FYI. And I am seriously having a tough time knowing what I have done and what I've not. So stop showering me with homework.

"You guys dun hand up, how I understand what you duno?"
Ans: Heyy. I dun even get a single thing. How start sia? How hand in? Hand in blank paper with my name on it? ....

Anyway, Passed my PFT.
Dumb me!
First station was shutter run.
I thought I was just passed,
So I was like, argh heck la. alr get E cannot gold.
Bloody! End up I got C and I just give up for my chance for Gold.
KNS lurhs.
Shutter run: 11.6 [broke my personal record]
Sit up: 33 [not my best! but who cares, alr got that A there]
Standing broadjump: 167cm[broke personal record, because I did badly past few years. Reason: I was scared of falling.]
Sit and reach: 38cm[broke personal record, cause usually 35cm, dun really care]
Inclined pull up: Did 3[never like this section, due to shutter run got C and I thought was E, so did 3 and drop!]
If it wasnt that I thought that way,
And did more pull up.
I would have achieve my Gold.
Urghh!
Argh.
Next year, my aim: GOLD.

2.4km, here I come!
WHEEEEE~~~~~

2009-04-14T19:59:00.002+08:00

I'm improving!
WHOOHOO!
My grades are kinda back,
I still need more time to get back my A.
Oh well, scored A for Geog.
B for loads of stuff.
So long, I dun get a C, its okay with me.

Today was rather spastic in school.
Well, ps lurhs.
Born to be spastic, kinda.
I was drunk only 1 day AFTER I drank that alcoholic drink.
I couldnt even walk straight and I was acting mental.
D:

Went HQ to buy that rank thing.
And damn it!
SGT still haven arrive.
They are super slow......

Tmr is PFT.
All the best to me! :D
Cant wait to pass all.
And 2.4 faster finish.
Finish and get over it.

I'm still considering to buy that tie.
Hmmmm. :D
ANCO is coming soon?
SERENE YAP, YOU BETTER GO!
IDC YOUR MUM OR DAD DUN ALLOW.
I WILL DRAG YOU FROM YOUR HOUSE,
AND TELL YOUR MUM SAY IM BORROWING YOU FOR 3D2N.
Mwahahaha.

Oh well,
Off to complete 2 days homework.
BYE!

2009-04-13T20:29:00.002+08:00

My results are indeed improving.
WHOOHOO!
Lesser nags recently.
And less phone calls to parents. :D

This proves I have been a good girl. (:
Anyway,
Score B for everything so far.
Although its just a B,
Well, its better than having C,D,E,F.
I'm serious.
That's my CT1 grades.
See alr will faint that type.
Did SS test.
And done ok.
At least pass for the 1st time.

Off to work hard for Mid year.
And after that,
I will play like mad.
CYA! :D

2009-04-12T14:52:00.003+08:00

Gosh.
I laughing like mad...
Dun blame me.
Just happen to see something rather retarded.
Homework is still driving me crazy.
And there is still test around,
Unfortunately.

Cant wait for end of mid year.
Off to Bugis after Mid year...

I think I'm down with fever soon.
D:

2009-04-11T21:13:00.002+08:00

Out with vanesia and serene today.
Serene was going to be driven crazy by both of us.
Well...
End up serene is our mum.
Vanesia is the 1st daughter.
I'm the 2nd daughter.
We have got 2 brother.
Go figure out who is it. :D
And a dad! :D
And maybe one more in her tummy.
WAHHAHA!
Seems like she has been working out on bed lately. =X

I think if she would to see this.
She would yell at me like mad.
Aiyah.
She just smsed me and acknowledge me.
Apparently, she was yelling at me thru sms.
And best part was, she call me Jocelyn _________
____________ = the surname of my dad.
Today was such a fun day to annoy her.
WHEE~

And ANCO shirt is yellow.

Oh... by the way...
It arent an extreme good idea to go Outram park on a HEAVY rainy day.
Well...
When we went there...
It rained like mad.
And when we were crossing the road.
This is wad happened........

First, the road is flooded.
I'm serious.
It is above my legs.
And I was wearing slippers with serene,
And vanesia wear shoes.
And we crossed the road,
Vanesia sheltered me with her umbrella.
And I walked and walked,
Serene right slippers swim off...
HAHAHA!
Then she went picked up,
My left slipper swam, followed exactly with my right slipper.
WOW! -.-
And serene tried save to rescue her sliiper,
When the other swam too.
And it swam and stopped in the MIDDLE OF THE ROAD.
I repeat,
MIDDLE OF THE ROAD
And she was screaming like mad in the middle of the road.
And I just went to save my slippers,
And earned myself an injury at my right heel.
*SOBS!*
Well, afterall,
It was fun to be under the rain chasing your slippers.
HAHAHAHAHA!

2009-04-11T09:37:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went off to PD.
Well, Quite okay la.
No casualty. :D
Tired after all.
I think my legs are sore.
Oh btw,
Yes, ma'am Amanda
That was the BIGGEST mouth of bee hoon I have ever ate.
:D

I'm sorry, vanesia.
Make you walk 1 big round with me.
Got home like only 12++...
Super sorry.
D:

Jesslyn, today I really cannot make it.
Though I really wish to join you.
But I really can't.
Sorry!

Serene is

LOVE SICK

Me and Vanesia heard her say that herself.
And now, practially everyone knows that she loves almond?
:D

2009-04-08T20:43:00.003+08:00

I'm terribly sorry.
But I forgotten about the bus bet with serene.
Well, 147 stand for Almond love Strawberry.
And 74 means Almond love Jackfruit.

HAHAHA!
Fortunately,
My prediction has always been strong.
147 came before 74.
Right behind 147, was 74.
WHOOHOO!
Serene,
Dun too jealous I am excellent in predicting lurhs.:D

Take a look at this:

HAHAHA! Yeah, I will go that school, provided I'm damn smart.
But for time being,
Not intending to go JC lurhs.
Think I shall end up in Poly...
Depends ba.
My mind always changed, even at the very last minute.

2009-04-08T20:00:00.002+08:00

Was spastic in school for WHOLE day.
COOL.
I broke my record.
Usually half way thru,
Will be tired, and eventually just sleep.

Well,
I shall get so damn pissed over someone....
You dun have to know who.

2009-04-07T16:58:00.001+08:00

So sorry, serene.
I'm despo to say this.
Almond= PINK .a bastard.
I cannot believe I actually know a PINK .a bastard.
WOW! :D

Cause he dosen't know his basic manners of replying lurhs.
Bloody shyt... ...
-.-

2009-04-06T20:45:00.002+08:00

Stressed out.
For one CT2,
I have did at least 3 hours of Maths today.
Regardless of E or A.
That arent important.
But I've been doing Maths since like 5 plus??
And I still have 3 or 4 more to go.
YUCKS!
I hate sec 3 life much...

My hand is practically swollen...
And everyday is like Test day.
When do I ever get time to even rest or even breathe...
These homework are going to choke me one day.
I need break!

Yeah. Maybe being the fly on the wall is good.
At least they get to rest
ON THE WALL.

2009-04-05T11:21:00.002+08:00

Stole quiz from KX blog.
Bored lurhs. (:

1)What school are you currently in?
A school which is in Singapore?

2)What class are you in?
3H

3)Are you available?
yupp.

4)What is your favourite song?
Fav English song: Fly on the wall.
Fav Chinese song: 夜曲

5)What were you doing one hour ago?
eating.

6)Do you want to go poly or college?
Can I say none. I dun really like study. But I am still going to continue. Poly,I guess.

7)Do you trust yourself?
Dunno.

8)What is current mood?
Sleepy. Just dun wan go do homework mood. Though I know I will do that later.-.-

9)Who do you badly not want to see?
You. Him. Her. Me! :D

10)How many fingers do you have?
This is such a retarded question. I've got 10 lurhs.

11)Do you like ur school in question 1?
Of course. Its "TOO PERFECT"

12)Who do you miss now?
You and me. :D

13)Do you have a pet?
yeah. I got a pet cat, who is a human.

14)Are you thinking of someone right now?
ya.

15)Are you at home yet in school?
yeah. my school is my 2nd home.

16)Who are your male cousin?
WOW! thats a lot, pal. It takes me a long time to type.

17)Who are your female cousin?
Su Hui, I guess?

2009-04-05T11:13:00.002+08:00

62 more days to ANCO.
Sorry for the counting down.
But I'm bored :D

I've made a decision.
I should quit slacking around,
And unable to complete my homework
Which I dun enjoy doing.
But I have to.
Urghhs.

I will complete my homework.
But I'm kind of lost now.
In the piles of homework.
I've no clue to what I have done and what I have not done.
*SCREAM!*

I'm stressed out lurhs, sadly.
Taking over soon.
Plus the piles of homework.
SGT in 13 days time.

I'm still finding for my song.
Utterly disappointed. D:

Oh well, off to crawl at my homework.
I guess.
CYA, people.

2009-04-04T22:22:00.002+08:00

My 3rd post of the day.
Ps. I'm just bored.

Damn lurhs.
Cant find my song.

It is soon time to depart and leave for my world.
I want to be left alone.
I dun wan to get hurt ever again.

It is nice to have you around.
But the feeling just wasnt right.
It just feels like you dun belong to me.
It seems so strange.
Seems like there is a gap between us.

2009-04-04T12:10:00.002+08:00

Regretted doing KEXIN's blog quiz.
Took me an hour just to complete it.
Sian.

I just want to live in a world with just me.
Can't you just comprehend that?
I just cannot adapt to this complicated world.
Especially some damn personal stuff.

I'm having a tough time.
And no one seems to believe me.
Whats wrong with the world?
I just dun the place where I am now.
Though I'm considered very lucky as compared to others.
yes, I know that.
I have too much things to do, with so limited time.
I just can't catch up.
Can't you just slow down, so that I can run faster to catch up.

From now onwards,
I'm going to type on my blog using code language.
It simply means typing something in a code lang.
You dun get it?
Then too bad lor...

2009-04-04T11:04:00.002+08:00

A LONG quiz from dearest KEXIN.

Write the names of 21 friends you can think off the top of your head, and then answer the questions. Say you’re guessing if you don’t know, but at least guess on all of them. After doing this, tag your 21 friends to do the same.
1) Serene
2) Jaime
3) Peiming
4) Xinyen
5) Wan Cheng
6) Li Zhen
7) Juliana
8) Jody
9) Valerie
10) Bernice
11) Wai Min
12) Wan ling
13) Shaleen
14) Geolin
15) Hui Ping
16) Celeste
17) Jowee
18) Dionis
19) Jazreel
20) Kexin
21) whoever who is damn freaking bored.

How did you meet 7? Juliana
- school?

What would you do if you and 15 had never met? Hui Ping
- who knows and who cares.

What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?kexin and serene?
- That would be so -.-.. les...

Have you ever seen 17 cry? Jowee
- guess so.

Would 4 and 16 make a good couple? Xinyen and Celeste
- HAHAHAHA! never going to happen la. one senior, one junior.

Do you think 11 is attractive? Wai Min
- of course. you jealous ar?

What’s 2’s favorite color? Jaime
- dunno.

When was the last time you talked to 9? Valerie
- no idea. though she in my class, but rarely talk.

What language does 8 speak? Jody
- eng, chi.

Who is 13 going out with? shaleen
- dunno. i dun stalk her.

What grade is 16 in? celeste
-Sec 3

Would you ever date 17? Jowee
- NEVER. i arent les.

Where does 18 live? Dionis
- somewhere on Earth.(singapore)

What is the best thing about 4? Xinyen
- She is my senior. and... i have no idea.

What would you like to tell 10 right now? Bernice
- ( dun feel like talking)

What is the best thing about 20? KEXIN
- She is my "wife"...

Have you ever kissed 2? Jaime
- No. she is rather mental in her mind.

What’s the best memory you have of 5? Wan Cheng
- She is far TOO cheerful.

When’s the next time you’re going to see 4? Xinyen
- Monday. gt school wad.

How is 7 different from 8? Juliana and Jody
-They dun look the same.

Is 2 pretty? Jaime
- ya. so pretty till can join Ms Universe.

What is your first impression of 15? Hui Ping
- crazy!

How did you meet 3? Peiming
- 2E 2008. she was sitting next to me during Lit.

Is 15 your best friend? Hui Ping
- onced. in P6. now, she is good fren.

Do you hate 12? Wan Ling
- no. for wad?

Have you seen 18 in the last month? Dionis
- yeah. she was just in my school.

When was the last time you saw 16? Celeste
- yesterday. during DM.

Have you been to 5’s house? Wan Cheng
- nope. but I can just pop by during 12 midnight. I know where she stay.

When’s the next time you’ll see 10? Bernice
- Monday. school.

Are you close to 11? Wai Min
- quite lurhs. she is my fren after all.

Have you been to the movies with 4? Xinyen
- no.

Have you gotten in trouble with 8? Jody
- Never. I'm damn innocent one. I dun get into trouble with people, unless they find me one.

Would you give 19 a hug? Jazreel
- maybe? I always get hugged by her. like practically everytime when she sees me.

When have you lied to 3? Peiming
- no. I dun tell lies.

Is 11 good at socializing? Wai Min
- yes. VERY.

Do you know a secret about 8? Jody
- nope.

Describe the relationship between 12 and 18? Wan Ling and Dionis
- They are onced classmates/ now schoolmates and also batch mates in NP?

What’s the best thing about your friendship with 9? Valerie
- my fren?

What’s the worst thing about 6? Li Zhen
- She rocks too much.

Have you ever had a crush on 12? wanling
- for the last time, no. I arent a les. I dun target woman.

How long have you known 1? serene
- since P5. 5 years alr.

Does 11 have a bf/gf? Wai Min
- ehh... dunno?

Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face? serene
- nah... her face is too darlinq for some ppl. ltr i box her, ppl come box me.

Has 21 met your mother? someone who is bored?
- No. I dun even know who the hell this person will be. -.-

How did you meet 11? Wai Min
- she is in my school.

Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3? Peiming
- no.

Do you live close to 7? Juliana
- maybe?

What is 8’s favorite food? Jody
- I dunno. she everyday recess eat different thing.

What kind of car does 1 have? Serene
- She ar? she dun even have license. how drive?

Have you traveled anywhere with 9? Valerie
- no.

If you gave 14 $100, what would they spend it on? Geolin
- Anything except to give her back.

Still from kexin...

10'Are yous'

1.Are you single - ya
2.Are you happy - no.
3.Are you bored - Every second of my life.
4.Are you fair - maybe?
5.Are you italian - no. I'm typical Singaporeans.
6.Are you intelligent - no idea. you go ask my brain lor.
7.Are you good - depends on my mood.
8.Are you honest - no. I always cheat.:D
9.Are you nice - maybe? depends on my mood
10.Are you Irish - nope. I'm still typical singaporean.
11.Are you Asian - ...?
1.Full name - Seah Wan Ting Jocelyn
2.Nicknames - IDK. they call, I just turn lor.
3.Birth place - KK Hospital.
4.Hair Colour - Black, a little brown, a little golden at fridge(sometimes nia)
5.Natural hair style - go see for yourself
6.Eye colour - Brown
7.Birthday - 9th March
8.Mood - bored
9.Fav colour(s) - Blue, Black. but black over blue.
10.One place you'd like to visit - my house.

10 things about my love life.

1.Have you ever been in love - ya
2.Do you believe in love at first sight - no
3.Do you currently hav a crush - ya
4.Have you ever been hurt emotionally - maybe? why should I tell you
5.Have you ever broken someone's heart - dunno. dun care.
6.Have you ever had your heart broken - maybe.dun wan tell you
7.Have you ever liked someone without telling them- a. like everytime.-.-
8.Are you afraid of commitment - no.
9.Who was the last person you hugged - Jaz. I alr say. she every recess hugged me
10.Who was the last person you said ily to - Jaz. On MSN. she complain say she say ILY to me, I never say back.

10 This Or Thats

1.Love or lost - love
2.Hard liquor or beer - both la. I just wan to get drunk.
3.Cat or dog - Dog.
4.A few best friends or alot of regular friends - Few best frens.
5.Creamy or crunchy - Creamy... :D
6.Pencil or pen - Pen.
7.Wild night out or romantic night out - both la.
8.Money or happiness - Happiness
9.Night or Day - Night(best is 12 midnight)
10.IM or phone - Phone

'HaveYouEvers'

1.Been caught sneaking out - no.
2.Seen a polar bear - obviously. just go zoo can see alr.
3.Done something you regret - yeah. listening to kexin and do this bloody long quiz
4.Bungee jumped - no. but it does feel like committing suicide.
5.Ate food that fell on the floor - no.
6.Finish entire jawbreaker - no.
7.Been caught naked - No. I feel cold without wearing. FYI.
8.Wanted an ex gf/bf back - nope.
9.Cried because you lost a pet - nope.
10.Wanted to disappear - Yeah. I just want to live in a world with just me.

10 preferences in a partner.

1.Eyes or smile - smile
2.Light or dark hair - dark.
3.Kisses or hugs - Hugs
4.Shorter or taller - taller?
5.Intelligent or attraction - intelligent
6.Topman or Zara - wad the hell?
7.Funny or serious - funny !
8.Older or Younger - depends.
9.Outgoing or quiet - Depends.
10.Sweet or Bad - Sweet :D

'HaveYous'

1.performed in front of a large crowd - Ya. PN night considered?
2.ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - Guess so.
3.ever walked on hands - No. my hands sadly no muscle to do that.LOL
4.ever been to a rock concert - nope.
5.ever been in a cheerleading team - no. dun ever want to.
6.ever been in a dance team - no
7.ever been in a sports team - no
8.ever been in a drama play/production - no.
9.ever owned a BMW/Mercedes Benz/Escalade/Hummer/Bently - no. I wont mind people buy for me.
10.ever been in a rap video - nope.

'Lasts'

1.last phone call you made - Serene
2.Last person you hugged - Its still Jazreel
3.last person you hung out with - Serene and Wan Cheng
4.last time you worked - I've never work. Rather more on slacking at home
5.last person you talked to - serene
6.last person you IM'd - ?
7.last person you texted - Shreya
8.last person you went to a movie with - my neighbour, Vanessa.
9.last person thing you missed - how I know?
10.last website visited - my blog.
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o1.Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
- cheek ! If not, my ass? -.-

o2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
- OMG. time for homework.

o3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
-IDK. I dun really like to take pics after Jaz and KX left me.

o4. Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
- ya.I will try my damn best to get whatever I want.

o5. Will you ever donate blood ?
- yes. mosquito think I so damn genorous that they visit me almost everyday.

o6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
- maybe?

o7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
- ya.

o8. What does your last text message say ?
- Ok.

o9. What are you thinking right now ?
- bloody mosquito biting me.

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
- ya. and some of you know who that is.

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
- 12... wanted to watch some random horror movie, mum says NO.

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
- Singapore.

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
- ya.

14. Who was the last person(s) who text you ?
- Shreya

Ten Lucky Person to do this quiz ;
1.Jazreel
2.Celeste
3.KEXIN ( sabo me do this quiz.)
4.Serene
5.Xin Yen
6.Wan Cheng
7.Shaleen
8.Hui Ping
9.Wai Min
10.whoever who want to this long quiz

15. Who is 2 having a relationship with ? Celeste
- ehhh? idk.

16. Is 3 a male or a female ? KEXIN?
- she ar? duno. maybe both? haha. FEMALE la.

17.If 7 and 10 get together , would it be a good thing ? Shaleen and whoever
- IDK. how i know who is 10.

18. What is 1 studying about ? Jazreel
- Pure Lit(same) and Art.

19. When was the last time you chatted with them.
- yesterday?

2o. Is 4 single ? Serene
- nahh.. she has someone in her mind.

21. Say something about 2. Celeste
- future P or VP of SJC SJ!*Claps!*

22. What do you think about 3 & 6 being together ? KEXIN and Wan Cheng
-i dun think they know each other.

23. Describe 9 . Wai Min
- Funny.

24. What will you do if 6 n 7 fight ? Wan Cheng and Shaleen
- They dunno each other. How fight?

25 Do you like 8 ? Hui Ping
- kinda(:

001. Real name → Seah Wan Ting Jocelyn
002. Nickname(s)→ I just turn my head when I hear my name.
003. Star sign → Pisces.
004. Male or female → Female
005. Elementary School → huh?
006. Middle School → CHIJ OLN
007. High School → CHIJ SJC
008. Hair color → Black + Brown + some Golden. ( all natural one. i dun wan waste $$ dye)
009. Long or short → ?
010. Loud or Quiet → I would rather quiet than loud.
011. Sweats or Jeans → Sweats
012. Phone or Camera → Phone. phone more function than camera
013. Health freak → no.
014. Drink or Smoke? → drink. i drink water.
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → ya.
016. Eat or Drink → both.
017. Piercings → Nope. getting soon during holiday. going to pierce 1st ear hole. if nothing goes wrong, I then pierce the 2nd one, I guess?
018. Tattoos → no.

HAVE YOU EVER?

019. Been in an airplane → ya. I went Hong Kong on Nov.
020. Been in a relationship → maybe?
021. Been in a car accident → no. neither do I want.
022. Been in a fist fight → yeah. someone pinch me like nobody's business. gt fared up.

FIRSTS:

023. First piercing → soon soon.
024. First best friend → Nursery?
025. First award → Sports day in P4?
026. First crush → a guy.
028. First vacation → ?

LASTS:

029. Last person you talked to → serene.
030. Last person you texted → shreya.
031. Last person(s) you watched a movie with → vanessa ( my neighbour)
032. Last food you ate → desert.I know is early in the morning and eat desert is weird.
033. Last movie you watched → Wild Child?
034. Last song you listened to → Gotta go my own way?
035. Last thing you bought → Heaven and Earth Green Tea.
036. Last person you hugged → still.... Jazreel.

FAVES:

037. Food → I dun really like to eat.
038. Drinks → Ice milo
039. Clothing → Tee shirt
040. Books → sadly. i dun read.
041. Music → sad and depressing song.
042. Flower → no idea.
043. Colors → black, blue.
044. Movies → anything. so long I want to watch can alr.
045. Positions → ?
046. Subjects → Chinese and Lit. (cause ratehr easy to score)

IN 2008, YOU...

047. [ ] kissed in the snow
048. [ ] celebrated Halloween
049. [x ] had your heart broken
050. [x ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [x ] had someone question your sexual orientation
052. [ ] came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [x] done something you've regretted
056. [x] broke a promise
057. [x] hid a secret
058. [x] pretended to be happy
059. [x] met someone who changed your life
060. [x] pretended to be sick
061. [x] left the country
062. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [x] cried over the silliest thing
064. [x] ran a mile
065. [x] went to the beach with your best friend(s)
066. [x] stayed single the whole year

CURRENTLY:

067. Eating → air.
068. Drinking → nothing.
069. I'm about to → sleep.
070. Listening to → 夜曲
071. Plans for today → Sleep. do homework.
072. Waiting for → End of lots of stuff.

YOUR FUTURE:

073. Want kids? → no!
074. Want to get married? → maybe?
075. Careers in mind → so many... how I predict.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?

076. Lips or eyes → Eyes
077. Shorter or taller? → taller
078. Romantic or spontaneous → Romantic
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → Arms
080. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive
081. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → neither. :D

HAVE YOU EVER:

083. Lost glasses/contacts → ya. but it dosent matter. I still can see.
084. Ran away from home → no.
085. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → no. i am damn guaii lurhs.
086. Killed somebody → strangle someone b4. but the person din die.
087. Broken someone's heart → how i know?
088. Been arrested → no. I told you I too guaii alr lor.
089. Cried when someone died → yeah. my loved one left me, how can I not cry.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

090. Yourself → ehhh. sometimes?
091. Miracles → ya. guess so?
092. Love at first sight → no.
093. Heaven → yup. I dreamt of it before.
094. Santa Claus → maybe?
095. Sex on the first date → no.
096. Kiss on the first date → depends.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → yeah.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → no.
099. Do you believe in God → yeah
100. This is the 100th and last. → FINALLY! WHOOHOO!

2009-04-03T19:39:00.001+08:00

Sigh.
Promotion has been postponed.
Due to HQ ran out of rank. D:
Seems like I have to go HQ buy another day.

I WANT TO GO FOOTDRIL INSTRUCTOR COURSE.
I WANT. I WANT. I WANT!

2009-04-02T20:52:00.002+08:00

I shall write a long post,
I guess?
Seems like many people has been saying my blog is rotting.
I'm sorry, people.

It seems like I have plenty of stuff to do
And I have a very limited time.
I still owe 7 exercises, which I am trying my very best to complete
So that I can hand in ASAP.

Back about comp...
Completed it.
WHOOHOO!
Get the HUGE burden of my shoulder.
Feeling damn relieve.
Anyway, came in 5th out of 13 teams.
Kind of disappointed,
But at least how standard somehow or rather went up.
Celeste team won 1st runner up...
*claps!*
I was expecting to try to win my Best leader and 3th in 13 teams.
But sadly....
We came in 5th.
Oh well.. D:
I lost to PL for best leader by 3.5 marks.
What a close fight.
3.5 only.
Wasted D:

Tomorrow is promotion day.
Getting SGT rank.

Oh btw, Serene is too gullible.
She fell for my random jokes for April Fool over and over again.
Played some prank on her.
But its a secret between me, her and Shreya.=X

Well, Now comp has ended.
Time to set my heart to the homework mode.
Haven been doing quite well.
Decided: shall try my best to be good.( which most likely is a failure)
I've tried.
Sigh.
Oh well.
I will try.
Off to my homework.
CYA! :D

2009-03-24T21:00:00.001+08:00

4 more days to FAC.
Freaking out.
Cant wait for it to end. :D

2009-03-06T20:30:00.002+08:00

BACK.
Happy moments + sad moments.
Everything has come to an end.
But another problem started to arise.
OMG.
This is so sickening.

I heck care.
Anything ass, after mon den say ba.

I want to relax.
AWAY FOR WEEKEND~~~~
Actually, tmr only.

Well, cya.

2009-03-04T21:41:00.002+08:00

BACK.
Camp stuff are somehow starting to settle down a little.
Not as bad as the past few days.

Academic part:
Gosh. Ace learning is just so not my stuff.
I nearly vomited blood just now.
Tears are like going to roll of my cheeks soon.
Annoyed.

Listen to this story and you will get why I dun really like Ace learning.
I went online to Ace learning to do homework.
Who knows, when I go in, and click start.
The question looks weird and I dun get a single box.
So I decided to go school and ask some people.
FINALLY! I got the answer.
Came home, settled down.
At that very moment I wanted to do my homework,
Login to Ace learning.
TADAA~~~
They assignment is GONE.
*POOF!* into the thin air.
-.-

How amazing?
I haven even get to attempt on the questions.

FAC coming soon.
We wanted to train,
Is just we were too tired to do our things.
I'm terribly sorry,team mates.
Recently, too many things to do.
my face is changing from:
^^------>-.-zzz-------->X.X
In case you dun get it,
It is from a happy and energetic face,
to a sleepy face and end with a face that is ill.
I try to get more sleep after camp is over.
I need holiday and a break BADLY.
But sadly,
March holiday is taken away.
Even my birthday too.
Depressing~

I predict that June holiday is taken too?
ANCO camp, here I come?
I guess so. That was just my prediction.
Hope it is delayed.
I need a break.
If not by the end of the year,
I would be like( X.X ) x10000000000000000000000000000000000 times.
Is like 9.55 now.
I should go sleep.
Off to my bed.
BYE:D

2009-03-01T20:52:00.002+08:00

YO.
Damn stressed lately.
Have homeworks/proposals/meeting/trainings.
The category that drives me most stress would definitely be: CCA.
There is just too many things going to happen at a time.
March.
Cant just make things at different months.
Arghh, cant wait for everything to be done.

1 more damn month to go and is over soon.
BEAR with it.
-.-.

Dun think I can even enjoy my birthday this year.
What a pathetic year la.
LOATHE.LOATHE.LOATHE it.
Sigh.
Cannot cancel comp training and must add camp prep.
Might as well ask me camp in school la.
Plus comp training and camp prep,
5 days
Maybe to finish planning the camp,
I should camp over night man.
WOW!
I'm so damn excited.
-.-

Nevermind.
I cant do anything.
Just hope this dumb thing can end faster.

2009-02-28T12:25:00.002+08:00

BACK.
Pretty blurred and stress out.
UG camp is just round the corners,
And we are still debating with teachers fr 3D2N.

People, who read my blog.
I just wan to say that,
Actually,
It is not up to us to say NO to 3D2N,
We have to listen to other UG's and their opinion.
Please try understand.
I know you guys have life and have remedials lesson to attend.
Same for all.

Also,
Teachers might not agree to what we have to say.
Thats why.

Comp is coming soon~
Was not too prepared for it.
Seriously,
Time have been wasted too much on cca.
Time for me to start to focus for studies.

Camp prep. Comp. Camp.Trainings.Understudy.Meeting.
List of things to settle.
Cant wait for all these to finish.
And I can seriously focus on my studies.

Do you wan to know how screwed my CT1 is?
All my dearest A and Bs flew off.
Now,
I have like Cs and F.
-.-
Get why I have to buck up and study real hard?